xChristine. Always and Forever.

Saturday, October 2, 2010 ♥

Love yourself more ♥ 3:30 AM

The memory of having you in my life is still as fresh as it happened yesterday. From every single word you told me in the park,the anger i had towards you, bullet of tears rolling down my cheek to the way we ended our 1.5 years of relationship. I was reluctant to head home and just lay myself on the grass right beside my car on that day, tearing. Staring at the endless blue sky aimlessly, even hoping that you will just turn back your head and apologise to patch up our broken hearts. Your friend saw me and he started talking to me. He told me he is your foster brother and he dont understand why you did this to me. He asked 'what makes me love you?' . I remained silent and never answer him. And i realised i made a biggest mistake in my life. The mistake was i loved you more than i loved myself. That day was the last day i met you and we never meet again. -The end-

I feel like I am made of glass. And at any moment, all my pieces could shatter and break. It's always easier to blame other people isn't it? It would be easy to say that he did this to me, that he became such a part of my soul, that his departure from my life sent me spiraling out of control. And maybe to an extent that's true. There's no doubt that I gave my heart to a boy who ran so far away with it that I'm so sure it will never come back. But to put all that blame on him would be naive, and I would never want to flatter him in that way. And now that he's gone, I'm just one step closer to shattering. My problem isn't making someone else fall in love with me, it's falling in love with myself. I've struggled for years to be happy with who I am, and I made the mistake of letting someone else try to make me happy, make me more alive. But how can I fault someone for falling out of love with me, when I have never even loved myself?

Christine ♥

♥ About me.

Christine Lim Zi Cheng
One year older on every May 8th!

A very random & super quiet girl who
wants a simple life♥

I dont care people like me or hate me, i will just be myself & FRIENDS
are important in my life. No friends no Life.

If you are a backstabber, betrayal or liar, stay faraway from me and dont bother saying hi to me.

Music is definitely part of me.
Sleeping is my passion.LOL

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Entertainment ♥

♥ Music

Music here!

Footprints ♥

♥ Speakings

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Adores ♥

♥ Loves

Girlfriends
is what I adore most.
They are my SuperGirlf.

Watching TV
Any cartoons, drama, reality show
(Big NO for horror movies!)

Shopping sprees
with girlfriends are times when we
can crap together.

Camwhoring
When I am out with her Supergirlfs or
when I have nothing to do at home.

Families
My parents= my life. Without them i am a nobody.

Extremely Sweet Chocolates
is my choice chocolate.wink~~
The More the sweetness, the better (:

Yearns ♥

♥ i want

- Gain weight!
- Be guardian angel
- Get over you?
- Anything nice that sell in the malls!
- More outings with friends!
- New pair of Heels & boots
- 170cm tall! which is so impossible
- Be smart!
- More Jeans shorts!
- Black Eyeliner!
- Being ignorance!
- Lead a SIMPLE LIFE!

Flyaways ♥

♥ heartaching leavings

MeiLin!
KitKay!
Josephine!
Karl!
Camun!
Chian!
Rebecca!
Kent Ng!
Wai Leng!
Ee Shan!
Joanne Koh!
Shawn Ong!
Jamie!
FuiYen!
SieuShean!
Benjamin Cheong!
Thenesh!
Pei Ying!
Agnes Toh!
Keith Tay!

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♥ Beautiful memories

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